Last year my wonderful Dad was diagnosed with stage 4 prostate cancer and also stage 4 kidney cancer
My amazing Husband has been a star agreeing to move and get a house with down stairs amenities so we can look afer dad
We got dad through a kidney removal and he was doing well
with the prostate cancer.... unfortunately the treatment is no longer working and it is killing me seeing my dad getting weaker by the day.... Some days I feel strong but others I'm a bumbling wreck and I know I need to be strong for dad....
I just feel a failure for not being able to fix dad.... eveytime we do something nice with him I get myself down thinking that will be the last time we will get to do this..... please tell me it gets easier x