Hi my wife has stage 4 womb cancer she is now in year five she as given 4 years she is a fighter but gets so tired I am so frightened of losing her and to top it all I have got skin cancer not serious and it’s treatable so I’m lucky I want my wife to get better but I know it’s not going happen I look ahead saying oh we will do this amd next year we will take our grandson to legoland she says we will see I booked a show next April got good tickets she love strictly and this is a show staring Kevin Clifton her favourite she she that’s lovely but if I’m not here you must promise me you go and take our son I want to take her I think she is trying to tell me what I don’t want to hear she spends most of her time in bed am I wrong in planing ahead have I got my head in the sand cancer is so unfair do I sound mad or do people get a feeling the end is not far way I am so worried