Like you say you feel numb. Physically, mentally, emotionally. Maybe it feels like you're in a dream state and you're just floating through life. In a few months when you look back at this time you'll probably not remember parts of it because it will become such a blur. It's almost like you're looking at someone else's life. Other people will get upset as it's human nature and what is happening to your daughter is extremely sad. You will cry in your own time, there are no rules for grieving. Don't put too much pressure on yourself as you're hurting too xx 

Dear Christinee,

You are in every parents nightmare but yours is real .  Unless you have experienced this terrible situation you have no idea what it is like.  No matter what age your child is the knowledge that their time with you is limited is the most devastating thing that can happen to you.  My son was diagnosed at 34 with terminal bowel cancer and died aged 35 and ten days.  In that time my whole being was focused on him and doing everything to make that precious time as good as it could be.  My husband and daughters obviously were very important but at the time he was all i could think about.  I think you protect yourself when others are upset and find yourself comforting them but the anguish would come when as you say silly stupid things happen.  You are not cold just keeping yourself together for your daughter and doing what mothers do being a mother.   Sending you love and do not be so hard on yourselfxxx

Thank you