New here i have been married to my husband for 28 years he is 50 years old ..and has all the signs we went to the doctor last week ..he has had his blood test ..having more test soon ..Doctor said its possible it is cancer ...he can hardly eat ..going to the toliet alot constantly having blood in his stools..he is having terrible pains in his stomach ...and all ready lost a lot of weight ..his family have had cancer ....i went to work on monday but had to come home as i was in floods of tears...as i had to be with him ...i love him so much..im so scared ....i have to be strong i know i do ...and im trying so hard ...but im breaking in side...i have no one to talk to ...i have two grown up children ...and they dont know ...i dont want to let them worry...im putting on such a brave face with eveyone ...and only breaking down when im on my own ....i havent got a clue what lays in front of us ...but im so scared and i really dont know what to do