Hi never posted anything on here before but don't know where or who to turn to. I'm 29 and my mum was first diagnosed with breast cancer when I was 12. She beat it but it came back when I was 24. This time round she was given more fierce treatment and was given a mastectomy. She managed to beat it again. On Friday we got the awful new that it has now spread to her spine, and are awaiting scans to find out if it has spread anywhere else.

i feel absolutely devastated, I can't help but think the worst and can't imagine life without her. I genuinely don't think I'd be able to cope. I am the youngest of three and feel angry that i have had and will have less time with her than my siblings. I feel like my mum and dad are really all I've got. I'm single and just keep thinking how it is now very unlikely that she will see me get married and have children of my own. I feel like I've let her down massively because I know that she wanted to see that. She is the strongest, bravest and most selfless woman I know and I wish I could feel more positive like she manages to. 

We are hoping that after further scans that it is just in her bones. If anyone could share any positive stories or support that would be greatly appreciated.