Hello. Mt partner got diagnosed with lung cancer in July 2014 the doc sd he was terminally ill an given 5 mths to live. (Too ill to recieve Keemo) months past and ths time came for his predicted departure. I pushed 4 another scan to check on progression.scan was donw 4 days later call off Mcmillan its a miracle it wasn t cancer just fluid on his lungs

2 year's later may  after a montj on C7 Blackburn  another MRI wS done it was confirmed yesterday he has lung cancer.i think he had it all along. I have never seen any one deteriorate so much in a month! DEVASTATING!  HE no longer watcges tv hardly speaks and is in another world.I try to talk to him but hr has n t the energy to speak 

I run around all day to hos every need and i like u feel guiltily if  not with him fot an hour i have two toung girls too and feel guilty as i can t spend time with them neither im shattered evert day. Irs hard mentally and psychically xxx

Ps guilt must be normal  as i feel i need to be there 100/. Of the tim.  and then i feel guilty on my kids and then i realise if i m not well  howcan i care for everyone? ??? Time out is good Maria xx