My lovely mum was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer in June last year, I have found this impossible to accept. My mum is my world an I can't cope with the thought of loosing her. Mum has recently suffered terribly. We wer told to expect the worst but mum pulled through thank god. An has been stable ever since. But I know that one day maybe soon she will get ill an maybe won't recover. Despite her knowing this she is remarkably upbeat an positive about things. Some days I just want to cry an not stop. sumtimes it all gets too much. I don't want to loose my lovely mum :(
