When I was young my father died of hodgkinsons disease. Then my mother got cancer of the ovarys.
she had them removed and all was well. Now im in my 40s and we have never been close. Not for the kack of trying. She just doesnt want to have coffee together or anything and if I call she just says why have you phoned.
cancer is back shes got pancreas cancer and they cant op cos shes got other probs aswel so its just a matter of time. For me though I cant sleep. Will she die before we can become friends. Im devastated ?????
