My husband was diagnosed with stage 4 bowel cancer in June 2015. He's had 6 sessions of radiotherapy but is now having ongoing chemopherepy. The chemopherepy is working and keeping the cancer at bay which is good news but it isn't going to cure him! I can't begin to imagine how scared he must be feeling not knowing what the future holds for him! He dosnt talk about it I think he's still in denial, I think I'm still in denial to what is happening. I feel like I have nobody to talk to, I have family and friends but I feel they don't understand what I'm going through I think they think I should be the strong one because it's not me who's actually going through this and living with the cancer! I have never felt so lonely and scared. We have a one year old daughter which breaks my heart to think that he might be here wen she's growing up!
