My dad was diagnoised in April with Lung cancer, it has now spread to the liver and brain, watching him is so heartbreaking, cancer is sucking the life out of him and its so hard to watch, I'm never known anyone with cancer, its such a bloody cruel disease!! I'm finding it so so hard, its like a massive rollercoaster one day he's not so bad, the next he's worse, you never know what's coming up. Today was so hard, he's hardly eating, and he's so so weak. Sorry I just needed to put down how I feel, I want my dad back!!
