Hello. This is my first time on this site but I feel I need a little bit of help. I'm 24 and I'm about to lose my dad. He initially started out with throat cancer which spread to his kidney. He had chemo and radio on his throat and had a kidney removed in October. We had a wonderful cancer free christmas. Dad was diagnosed with lung cancer in March, had a convulsion on the 29th ofay which turned out to be a brain tumour that we can't do anything about. I know the doctors would do anything and everything they can to save my dad but they just can't. We have only a couple of weeks left and I am really struggling. I'm at the point where I almost feel scared of my dad because I don't want to upset him, he is already upset enough without me making it worse. I can't stop thinking about his funeral, what I will wear, what music will be played, who will come, is this wrong?!
