My husband and I had planned for him to be cared for at home in his last weeks with carers and community nurses. However he had to be admitted to hospital and his needs are now too great to be cared for at home. He’s probably going to have hospice care now. He’s accepted that but is it silly of me to feel devastated that he’s not desperate to come home? He’s at the stage where he just wants to be looked after safely. I know he worries about my coping too but stupidly I feel hurt. I’m so worried about doing the best for him. I’m thinking maybe we should try home care first but he’s very worried and anxious about pain relief and using anticipatory drugs in a timely fashion. He feels these will be more readily available if he has hospice care. I’m in such a quandary and cry a lot. I hate to see him fading away