My husband has stage 4 lymphoma cancer and we got married in February just gone. Im finding it really difficult to understand him. I feel like I've lost the man I married. The morphine is at 180mg every 24hrs. I just feel useless. He is constantly on his game (destresses) and I feel like we are so distant but he is just struggling to see it.
I miss how we used to be but I just know this is how its gotta be.....