This is normal I feel the exact same. I feel like I've lost the man I married and it makes me so sad because its not his fault. I suffer with panic attacks and I feel really stressed with everything going on. Im 21 and my husband is 24. I hate cancer. My husband is on 180mg of morphine. I hate morphine!!! I just wish something could be done for him. Xx

Cancer is awful,it creeps up and causes such pain and tears ppl apart,im dreading my next chemo and just keep thing how the hell did this suddenly happen to,so so greatful for this chat tho as cancer isolates pplxx

Cancer is awful,it creeps up and causes such pain and tears ppl apart,im dreading my next chemo and just keep thing how the hell did this suddenly happen to,so so greatful for this chat tho as cancer isolates pplxx

HelloFamily-1_60

I am so sorry that you are going through this. I think being scared is a perfectly understandable emotion to have when you have cancer and have to have chemo or any of the other grueling treatments to fight it.

do you have anyone supporting you?

Im glad you are finding messaging helpful

You are not alone  ....

Sending love and strength

RB

Thankyou so much,i have support but dont want to burden pplxx

Hi ya 

You are welcome :-)

Its hard open to up especially if you are seen as the strong one in your family / group of friends isnt it

When is your next treatment?

Can you chat to your nurses ?

Hubby has a counsellor free via the local nhs cancer support which he finds helpful might be something to think about it might help with the fear etc

Its also okay not to want to talk too....

Look after yourself

Kindness is our best gift and you deserve the best.

RB

Hi my next treatment is in 2weeks,thankyou for your kind wordsxx

Hello again 

You are welcome.

I hope your treatment is being effective/ kicking cancers butt 

And you get some good days in between treatments 

Kind wishes

RB

Thankyou so much,fingers crossed next one is a bit easierx