My mam is 55 and I’m 26. I’m my mams only child. She has been poorly for such a long time and was refusing to go to the doctors. In the last 5 weeks I have seen a huge deterioration in her and had shared my worries with her doctor. She had been sent for urgent scans and tests and was given the official diagnosis of advanced ovarian cancer that’s spread to the stomach. I can’t help but wish I did more. Im living in such a panicked state, I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, I can’t settle and feel like I have to be with my mam every second in case something happens. I feel like im in a nightmare and I’m running and can’t get away. She’s my only family and I can’t cope with losing her at 26 and grieving the life I always wanted for her. If anyone has any advice on just making anything 1% better I would really appreciate it. Thank you
