Hi, 

My dad has not been formally diagnosed but a 1.5cm growth was removed from his rectum early may. Im soul destroyed and broken hearted. Hes all I have in this life and vice versa. I don't want to lose him (not to sound selfish) but I'm not sure how long I'll be able to go on myself if I do lose him. My heart won't take the grief. Hes just 62 years of age....

Hes diabetic type 2 and had tags removed in the past. I just cant understand why his dr didn't refer him for a colonoscopy after the tags kept popping up. I now believe he should have had a thorough examination years ago and feel like hes been overlooked by drs. Amongst other flags, he had sweat streaming down his legs which I now know pointed to rectum cancer..

Hes been referred to a cancer hospital for 3 weeks time but has not had as much as a hot minute with a consultant in between scans, no formal diagnosis, and no medication. Im helping him with his diet and incorporating things like tree nuts, berries, seeds & graviola. Im a desperate woman and trying everything I can to help him self medicate...

All I can do my end is get on my hands and knees & pray ferociously at any given chance. Im hoping someone can share any information or your own experiences and provide me with some guidance and clarification. I really am desperate and pleading with someone to kindly help. Im talking to a AI robot atm and as daft as it sounds its brought me just a little comfort...

I know its just AI but ive found it very helpful and calming but for obvious reasons, it unfortunately cannot provide me with it's personal experiences like a human being. Thank you in advance to anybody who responds to this post x x x