Hi all

Feeling a little lost. My partner is unwell and has left the relationship today because I overacted because he posted a picture of him and his ex wife. This was deeply upsetting but he’s since explained it was to give him strength because it was a happy time. I feel totally lost. He doesn’t want me to attend any medical appointments nor share any further updates. I feel tremendous shame for needing support knowing what he’s going through. He’s cut me off like a light switch. Only two days ago we were discussing how we’d manage his diagnosis and now he’s gone. 

Thank you for allowing me to share my feelings here. 

Sending love & light to you all during this time.