Hubby just had results of latest scan secondary has got bigger ....
Plan is for radiotherapy then more chemo
Same as before to just hold it back a little longer
It was a shock knew his care was palliative but still not ready to hear this its kibda made it more real now
Im going to be a widow and he is going to die.
Grown up offspring are obviously upset and I feel so sad for them.. hubby is early 60s
I am torn between omg how do I look after him and my kids and feeling wretched at impending loss
Ultimately gone into mix of numb mode and practical mode
How do others cope