So sorry for your situation. Sometimes people avoid you as they just don’t know what to say, which makes it even harder for you. Is there anyone close, friend or family you could reach out to?  Or are there local support groups? Macmillan or other voluntary organisations, the local hospice are usually very supportive. 
Take care x

So sorry for your situation. Sometimes people avoid you as they just don’t know what to say, which makes it even harder for you. Is there anyone close, friend or family you could reach out to?  Or are there local support groups? Macmillan or other voluntary organisations, the local hospice are usually very supportive. 
Take care x