My mom got her terminal diagnosis in April just after getting her cancer free diagnosis in January and I am so lost and angry at the world. I’m 21 now and when she was first diagnosed was in 2021 with colon cancer I was in 19. I’m just so angry that she has to go through so much and I can’t do anything to help. She had cancer in her liver and lungs and we just found out that it could be in her spine. She did an mri and we’re waiting for the news. Since April none of the treatments have worked to shrink it and the doctors keep saying there are other chemos that we can try. I just find it so hard to be hopeful. My mam was in and out for f hospital for months over the summer and I was in there every day before and after work. I’ve 3 siblings and I’m the second youngest but I just feel like I’ve taken it all on so they wouldn’t have to. I thought I could handle it but I can’t cope seeing her in so much pain and not being able to do anything. Sorry this is so long I just don’t know what to do.