My husband was diagnosed in 2014 had a transplant 2015 he Relapsed last yea his next treatment didn't work so had intense chemo made him unwell but we know there is treatment there for him, I understand all he's going through and feel for him, but he saying nasty things / he says no one help him Ihe sed he's sent home to die and I know it I took him back to hospital cos he wouldn't drink ( he knew if he didn't he won't wee he said he won't be coming out of hospital says he got all other things he diagnosed himself with poison prostrate fail kidney none have been said to him , he's nasty with me said he wish I could have it for 5 min to know how he feels , he wants 24 7 care and doesn't think he's being helped enough when in fact he has all and more , he has let it take over his life even when in remission he wouldn't live i tell him other people don have a chance he's had 8 yrs so far and still being treated , it's like he wants me to suffer with him he's only like it with me , I don't know why i gave up my job and everything to be there for him .he says he don't know what he doing but I know he can switch on and off with me and other people nurses have told me he's winding me up and pulling wool over my eyes because when he's in hospital he's perfectly normal, but on phone he's saying all sorts to me I'm all cried out
