Hi
I am supposed to have a colonoscopy on Wednesday but cancelled it, I have made it once to hospital but refused and now have cancelled twice more. I think I must be running out of chances and my abdominal symptoms seems to be getting more extensive so I think this is not good. I feel trapped that I should have to have it done but petrified, embarrassed and even breakdown with the thought of it. Is there anything else I can have done which is not so invasive? I should also say I am needle phobic, I don't faint I become difficult and tense up and writhe about. Blood tests are extremely difficult, even covid jab wasn't easy.
Frightened
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