I recently had a blood test done and it came out showing I got ovarian cancer. I done scan and tissue test which came out normal. Doctor want me to repeat the test in 3 months time. 3month just seems like eternity. I can't sleep, I feel so stress out. They just send me a letter stating what they said. Everytime I try phoning the doctor never can get through to book and appointment. I don't even understand what this all means. I am just sitting here in limbo, feeling emotional, thinking about death, and just crying most of the time by myself. Part of me feel like just giving up because mentally I feel like my brain is going to explode. I don't want to speak to my family about this because all they would do is worry about me all over again. This is me being up keep googling trying to see that this means or trying to find answers at 3.30am . I am even surprised that the doctor surgery didn't get someone to phone me and explain everything to me. Everything just stressing me out, this is too much . Is there anyone with any advise?
