Hi in 2023 I was asked to have a blood test for mpn I due to being very poorly I didn’t have it done now 2025 I’m terrified I’ve left it to late an I’m going to die an not see my daughter grown up she’s only 3 an I get pains in neck shoulders arms legs heart rate is always high so on propranolol blood pressure high I’m scared Hb 159 neut 10.2 wbc 13.2 plats 364 hg 0.48