Hi I'm hoping someone can help settle my mind. I've always had clear smear tests until 3 years ago....it came back with high risk hpv and no cell changes.....I then went back the following year for my smear and it came back high risk hpv with cell changes....at that point I then went for a colposcopy. It was determined that I had CIN1.

This year I went for my smear and it came back with high risk hpv and cell changes again....another colposcopy and just been told today CIN1 again. My concern is that this time I went back I also had a polyp removed from my cervix (the second one I have had) and the doctor sat with me and made a care plan moving forward. She said because of my age (40) and the fact that I don't want anymore children and that I'm a very anxious person that they would now do treatment for any cell changes when the results came back. 

Today when i got my letter it said come back in another year. I am beyond upset as we had put a plan in place and I feel I have been forgotten like a sitting duck. I know it could be so much worse but the anxiety it gives me waiting to be told its still there every year is really putting me off having any more smears. 

Any advise welcome