hi so i recieved my smear results yesterday and it says i am hpv positive which is fine i understand thats common but it also says when they test for abnormalities my cervical cells show changes so i have been referred for an urgent colposcopy within the next 2 weeks! this is my absolute biggest fear, i lost my 41 year old husband nearly a year ago to aggressive high grade b cell lymphoma in his bone marrow and i have 2 small children (2&5). the nurse who did my smear said i have an ectropian cervix which used to bleed quite often after intercoarse when my husband was alive. has any1 had this also with the cervix issue and it not been cancer? i really need a bit of hope here but im thinking the worst and i cant stop it. thankyou so much for reading x