I found out nearly 2 years ago I have cervical cancer and was waiting for a date to have surgery to remove my womb but I never went back to the hospital I iv ignored all letters sent to me from the hospital when I was last in the hospital they said if I didn't have my womb removed in a year I've die by five years and I was terrified so I've been trying to block it out like it's not real but so much time has passed and I'm getting worried now I'm afraid to go back to the hospital incase I'm told the cancer has spread