My husband of 45 years died on December 15th 2016. He was 68 years and I am 64. We have spent the whole of our lives nearly together. I am devastated and feel like living without him will be impossible. I have terrible guilt for nasty things I said in arguments plus guilt for other things too. This guilt makes me feel so bad, I wish I could concentrate on missing my husband without this added burden. We had a good lot of arguments but a good amount of fun too. We spent every minute together, he was a big personality, never boring. How will I ever get used to him being gone. When will I start to feel a bit better. Can anyone help me ?
