Recently been diagnosed wigh both follicular an diffuse large bcell lymphoma . Feeling like I want off this ride now , its taken since may to get to this point . My biopsy could not be done easily so had to wait 4weeks to have major operation ,4weeks after that to get results . My wound became infected and 5 weeks on its still leaking and needing dressing s changed daily . Had pet scan just waiting to see cardiology then back to haematology thrn hopefully start R
, chop chemotherapy . All the waiting and wondering is taking its toll my mind is all over the place but feel like I cannot cry incase I upset others . I was told I had a good cancer to have and should feel lucky but I dont .
