sho59

Hi Everyone My name is Shona I've just had my 60th birthday my first since loosing my precious partner He died in my arms at home in March of primary liver cancer Colin had been ill for some time but the end came fast and hard He had been coping well he didn't even look so sick he was fine at lunch time and gone by the next morning People say that's how he would have liked it and I'm sure they are right I would have hated to see him fade slowly and in pain but selfishly I just wasn't ready He was 65 years young he had the biggest heart in the world He had the chance to go for a transplant but he said that mortally he couldn't do it he felt that someone younger should be given the chance I loved him for this for his compassion and thoughtful nature️ I know we shall be together again our souls are entwined foe eternity but in the meantime I'm left broken hearted and so frightened to what the future holds without him How on earth do you go on when your heart has been shattered