Hi my name is erika and im a 15 year old girl and i have lost my grandad to cancer i need help i love him so much he was asleep when he died and i also have fgamily issues with my mum and dad as england wont let my dad back home from when he went to see his dad as his mother died before her bvirthday i also never got to say goodbye to both of them my grandad was like mybestfriend and my nan was so lovley i hope this site can help me get through this :)