Hi, After 13 weeks of doctors telling me I had pulled a muscle in my chest on the 6th of June, ( my birthday), I ACCEDENTALLY overdosed on co- codomoland and admitted to MEU , where they diagnosed ADVANCED LUNG CANCER. ....the first biopsy didn’t give the information needed and ... I am still waiting to receive the results of the biopsy taken during a full hip replacement done 5 weeks ago, because my left federal head bone broke due to the cancer attacking the bone. But it wasn’t seen on any X-ray or scans....I was left on crutches for 2 weeks with a broken hip!!!! My so called palliative care team say I have to talk to Mari Curie, they are trying to be helpful but in reality I am in a great deal of pain and very confused about what help I can get. I live alone and my children 43-41 are doing everything they possibly can but there copying mechanism just isn’t equipped to deal with this lack of clarity. They don’t understand how alone I feel....NOT LONLEY! I’m ok on a daily basis..... but ALONE as in no one can feel what you feel when you’re given the news. The hardest thing for me is watching there distress ,anger and pain increase with each day that passes with no more input from my “ support team” .can anyone advise me of how to deal with any of this?? Just to chat to someone who understands.........
