My husband had cancer 4 times, started in December 2014, tonsil cancer first, had radio and chemotherapy and he was cleared. December 2015 he got neck cancer, had an operation, 6 weeks in hospital but was cleared again. Dec 16 he got jaw cancer, had radiotherapy and miraculously cleared again. Unfortunately the cancer came back in the jaw and he was terminal, my beautiful hubby passed away Thursday 12 April 2018 in a hospice.
He worked so hard and was so positive , we were together 29 years and he was only 53.
I feel so lost without him, I keep thinking he is going to walk through the door, he was so loved and a bubbly character.
I have lots of support from family and friends, but there is only one person who can deal with this and it is me, I don't know how I will get through this, I mid him so much, is anyone else in the same position as me who can give me advice?
