I was diagnosed with a grade 2 brain tumor early in 2015. During 2015, I had 2 different brain operations, the first in February and the in June. Recently, after having constant MRI scans since my last operation, I have been told the tumor has gotten worse. Now it is grade 3. Recently I have had a third operation, and told that radiotherapy is strongly advised. I am shocked, but mainly terrified of the outcomes during and after radiotherapy. I feel my self-esteem and confidence will fall dramatically. the situation is forever on my mind. I feel that if I could talk with someone, in a similar or in the same position, I would be forever greatful.