Starting a new year without my mum feels terrible.This will be my first year without mum.I miss her so much some days.Not just for me but also my daughter who is 5 and my son who is 21 months.I would love to pick up the phone right now and call her,Iwould love to hug her tell her how much i love her.I try not to think about when we lost her as me and my sis were there 24/7 and are haunted by the final weeks and moments.I am only 30 and really need my mum...life can be so un-fair !
