I'm quite young. I have lost a grandparent to cancer. I took 3/4 months off school to look after him,missed a lot of eduation for him. It was cancer in the pancreas which means it was impossible to opperate on. I looked after him 24/7,he was my idol and he deteriated so much he couldn't even remember my name or knew who I was at the end of it. He passed away and my family broke down,no one can cope. 3years later its still no better..I'm in a stable relationship and he helps me with everything,but is there someone who has been in the same position as me? I still feel alone!