I am trying to come to terms with losing my wonderful Mum in 18 August 2019 on her 81st birthday. She died just over three weeks from being diagnosed with advanced colon cancer that had spread to her liver and lungs.
She was my best friend and an amazing Mum and her death has left a huge void in my life. They say time is a healer but at the moment the pain is not getting easier and just when I think I am coming g to terms with her death it comes and hits me again.
My brain keeps going over that awful day we got the diagnosis, I relive the details in my head along with the three dreadful weeks that followed and her final passing that was not as peaceful as when my Dad died. This is a time I have dreaded for years and my heart goes out to those of you struggling like I am.
