Hi l’ve joined here after reading an article about someone saying after the loss of a parent, she couldn’t get over it. Last year I lost my sister to throat cancer ( we were very close and she was my “ go to “ person if I had any problems) and days later my wife and soulmate who was in the same Hospice in a room across died the day after her 51 st. Birthday. I’m devastated by the loss of them, and even after a year it’s just as raw and I’ve just given up on life and feel suicidal, I wouldn’t be missed as I don’t see anyone anymore, as an ex seaman I feel imprisoned and so alone now more than ever in my life.
