I was diagnosed with bowel cancer February had the tumour removed 3 weeks later then started chemo ( first cycle) completed I’ve been told it’s stage 4 as they found cells in my lymph nodes and in the lining of my stomach had a CT scan last night so basically that’s where I’m at.... I feel in limbo like I don’t know what’s next and I’m extremely emotional and I don’t know how my family cope with me.