Hi im 53 yrs old and was diagnosed with breast cancer on the 13th aug this year.i went through the mastectomy and lymph node removal out of 5 4 were active cancer.I had a body scan and was called in i now have secondary bone cancer (Rare) as a secondary its in my right shoulder which i pulled the rotata cuff lifting my mum who i was nursing with bowel cancer 5yrs ago and also various size ones in my spine whch i broke 30 yrs back in a crash.Seems its hit were there has been trauma all this in 6weeks.Now on oral chemo and hormone tabs i feel knackered all the time and im bloody angry as hell how has this happened ?? Im watching the man ive loved for 30 yrs falling apart as i keep saying "Im going nowhere"I was not told anytime limit and ive decided i dont want to know it started at 5yrs but waiting to see after the MRI if its spread again im so fed up with people saying youve got this i havent and i dont bloody want to have it i shut my eyes at night and hope i open them in the morning.Am i the only one who feels so angry everyday??
