Hi, I feel selfish in looking for help as I haven't been diagnosed, however my wonderful husband at 35 has been told there is a 2cm sessile polyp in his rectum and we now need to get him a CT scan. I'm terrified while he remains calm as they told him, I was hysterical. I'm sick with panic that it's spread and have gone down the doctor google route which has convinced me that it must have spread because younger people who have this wait too long for a colonoscopy - he has had symptoms for a year and has put the colonoscopy off 3 times because of work. I find myself daily grieving already at the thought my little boy could grow up without his amazing daddy. How can you combat these feelings and be strong? If anyone has any advice or has gone through something similar I'd be grateful for advice.
