Hi everyone,

I'm Jaz and in October I had my usual smear. I have HPV and abnormal cervical cells. I was booked to have an coloscopy, spent a week fretting about it and then had to cancel because I got my period. I rescheduled for 15th November, spent 2 weeks panicking about it and then I had to cancel again because period! I now have an appointment for 6th December‍♀️ which is when I MAY have another period. I'm calling everyday to get a cancelled one but they are fully booked!

This evening I found a pea sized lump in my groin which I presume is a swollen lymph node. I'm now silently panicking. It doesn't move when pressed but kinda tender and very hard. Like a large hard pea under my skin?

I was okay when I first got my appointment and can deal with HPV and stuff but I just felt like it's getting worse and worse.

My periods are sporadic and I always have one after sex and sometimes masterbation. My boobs are randomly lumpy. Started with glands and really painful but now it doesn't hurt.

Any advice or ideas....

Thanks xx