My breast clinic referral just came through yesterday and into not until 03dec. I think I'll go mad before then as I have been awake every night since I noticed my symptoms. Lump in right breast and an inverted nipple. I have scared myself to death of course with google as it leads me to cancer every time I look. I know I shouldn't.   I got a quote to go for private consult just to stop me feeling like this but I feel like it is going to be cancer and I like the idea of the way the breast clinic works so wouldn't like to be out of the loop. Also I can afford the consultation and a few tests but not the rest of the treatment.  I can't tell my family as my daughter is pregnant and my husband has memory problems. Just feel sick to the stomach and can't think of anything else.  Sorry for rambling on. Feel a bit better writing this down xx