I am terrified

I went to GP two weeks ago as I wanted a fertility check up me as my husband had been trying for a year and nothing had happened, I thought everything was fine but for peace of mind wanted an ultrasound. I managed to get a cancelation appointment on Thursday, everything seemed ok thought nothing of it. 
2 hrs later a received  a call off my GP telling me I have blood around my left ovary probably from a burst cyst and I have a 9cm cyst on my right ovary which has solid parts. She said I needed to go in for cancer bloods straight away the next morning and that she's fast tracking me to Gyno. I am know waiting for the bloods to come back and gyno have just rang me and booked me in for Wednesday. I am terrified and feel like I’m on a bad rollercoaster. I’m 33 and healthy I just cant get my head round it.
What’s making it worse is at the time I didn’t have any symptoms that I knew of or was acknowledging. Now looking back, my appetite has halved in the past two weeks and I have had constants bloating and stomach pain, I honestly thought I must have just had like wheat intolerance or something.  
I just want advice like how common are large cysts, and has anyone been fast tracked this fast it’s scaring me so much. 

sorry for the lack of terminology this is all new
 

  • Hi I can't I'm afraid give you any reassurance with your particular symptoms but please try not to worry I know it's easier said than done and I'm on my own rollercoaster too as I await a colonoscopy and thinking the worst. It's the anxiety of not knowing what it is makes it hard but you will soon find out what's wrong and then they will be able to treat it, technology and medicine is so advanced now so whatever it is I'm sure you will be ok. Don't be afraid to talk to people it helps, and it's surprising once you do how it can help.  Hope for positive news for you. Take care x 

  • Thank you so much, that's really nice. 

    I hope everything goes well with your treatment! it's definitely the not knowing, I am just kicking myself I feel like an idiot that I didnt even know anything was wrong :/ 

  • You weren't to know, no good looking back it will only make you feel worse. It's hard I know I keep giving myself the same talk,  during the day I'm ok but mornings it hits me and evenings. It's even helped coming on her talking to others. I do hope everything will be ok for you

  • Thank you, how are you? whens your colonoscopy booked for ?

     

    I am feeling abit better about things but still dont know whats going on, I've had bloods done my CA125 was like 1300 which is just great and I have had an MRI going for a CT scan on Sunday. I havent been told anything, one of my gyny consultants said its probably nothing to worry about she wasnt worried and know a different consultant referred me for a CT off the back of my MRI scan but hasnt said why she just said she need to review everything together and then we can discuss their findings. I just wish I knew what I was dealing with its the not knowing thats hard I think. 

  • Hi 

    Ive had my colonoscopy and thankfully nothing sinister looks like colitis waiting on final results and treatment. I hope you get sorted soon it's the waiting around that plays with your mind and sets of the worry. I found keeping busy doing things I liked helped and being with people and talking to them about what was going on really helped. Hopefully you'll get some news soon, keep me updated thinking about you.