Hello, 

I've read many threads on here so far, but looking for someone who can maybe relate to my situation or give some words of encouragement. 
 

As the title suggests I am 3 months postpartum with miracle twins. They were premature, I tried to breastfeed but I struggled with producing and ultimately dried up after 5 short weeks. 
 

3 days ago I got out the shower, raised my arms to put my hair up and spotted an indent to the right side of my nipple, on the areola on my right breast. It also feels like a hole behind it. The nipple is also flatter than usual. The indent cannot be seen when my arm is down, or when my breast is cold! The nipple is also erect when cold (doesn't stay inverted.) It's also ached for the past two days. I am due a period in the next 7 days. This breast was also screened in 2018 and I was diagnosed with fibrocystic breasts so are quite lumpy, making it trickier for me to feel for lumps. I don't think I can feel anything sinister....

In times of covid restrictions (still) I have only had a telephone consultation but requested an in person appointment, which is next Tuesday. 

I have been trying for children for 9 years and finally got pregnant with my twins. The thought of leaving them motherless petrifies me. I am also a single mother and scared what will happen to them if I'm not around. 
 

Thank you in advance, Leanne.