I'm so frustrated and just needed to vent, I hope that is ok.
I had an excision biopsy 4 weeks ago and have been very calm, keeping busy. I called yesterday to see if my results had been delayed as it was the end of the timeframe they had advised. It seems my results have been received but my Dr is on annual leave until next week and needs to write to me and my GP. I don't know why but this has really upset me, I felt panicky last night for the first time and cried, today I have been so anxious it's making me sick. I feel really frustrated and my control has slipped a bit. Its the not knowing that is gettng to me and knowing the paperwork is sitting there is awful.
Has anyone else had this situation, on one hand my brain is telling me that if it was cancer a different Dr would have been in touch but I dont know if thats how the hospital works.
I think I'm just looking for a handhold, I dont know anyone else who has had to wait for biopsy results, and a few people who I have told have remarked that at least its just skin cancer, I'm being biopsied for melanoma rather than BCC and I dont think people understand what melanoma can be.
If anyone else fancies joining me on a pity train please pull up a chair.