Hey guys,

I am currently a few days away from a second biopsy on the two or three visibly swollen lymph nodes on the left side of my neck. My bloods were clear, but when i got a second GPs opinion he gave me a urgent referral to the hospital for suspected cancer. Literally my worst nightmare. I had an ultrasound but didnt hear much back, but he was taking lots of pictures and not saying much. He then did a biopsy, and they found some abnormal cells, but wanted to do a second. I'm so worried and i'm struggling to concentrate, especially on my A Levels as i'm 16, and i'm very worried about falling behind because i have very high standards for myself. Even worse is the fact that i ingnored the lumps for about a year, i dont know why i did but i feel really stupid now. I'm also having to miss school for my hospital appointments. Everything feels a bit much and i can't seem to shake negative thoughts about it. If anyone has any advice, that would be great.