I have been for months with abdominal tests but scans and endoscopy came negative. My pains are increasing going to my chests, no appetite, can't bend. In the A&E sent me home and have to wait. I am now waiting for privte mri.
All my symptoms is pancratic cancer who now spread as I have these new pains in my back and chests and I can't eat. I am frustrated and want to die. I can't function from the pains. I don't want to live as I feel I am dying and witnessed my deterioration over a period of nine months. I hope it comes as I sleep, can't take it anymore.
