Hi everyone,
I have been frantically reading this forum for weeks now. I am a 22 yo female and recently found a small firm lump in my neck on my right side. Its small and I can only really feel it when I extend my neck backwards without doing that its barely noticeable. I went to the doctors a couple of weeks ago who didn't put me on the NHS 2 week turn around list because she said she wasn't concerned. However, I am a massive hypochondriac which is an issue I am trying to deal with through CBT at the moment. This lump is giving me sleepless nights though. Some context, I had an awful chest infection that lasted about 3/4 weeks very recently and ever since have had the constant non-COVID cough/cold everyone seems to be suffering with at the moment, so my body is definitely run down. The doctor ran full blood tests and everything came back normal. I have a scan at the end of November which I basically asked for as I know I wont sleep if I dont find out. But I just wanted to come on here in the mean time for some reassurance as I am really struggling. I know a couple of people my age recently who have got lymphoma and I am terrified. I cant sleep just thinking about the outcomes. Everything I read online is like if you have a hard lump it is cancer there is no other option. I know this isn't true but its all my mind can focus on. I wondered if anyone could offer some reassurance/ good stories. I keep trying to tell myself I have 0 other symptoms of lymphoma or anything and my bloods are clear so its most likely nothing. But my brain focuses on the chance it is something.
Sorry a rant but any support would be amazing. Thanks so much.