Hello! I’ve posted a few times about nipple discharge problem and I’m struggling so bad!!

I just wandered if anyone went through the same as me! I’m so stressed out, I won’t do anything been signed of for 2 weeks, I spend all day everyday in my bed with the curtains closed I’ll eat 2 meals a day to keep myself maintained which isn’t usual for me, since it all started about 2 weeks ago I’ve been so ill, I’ve lost weight, I was about 14 a half stone maybe more it fluctuates, went down to 14, weighed  myself again and now I’m 13.12, could this be from eating only 2 meals a day? I’m so scared! Been to breast clinic had an ultrasound twice and waiting for nipple Discharge cytology! I’ve already diagnosed myself with the worst, I’m convinced it’s spread because I have a weird ache under my right rib I’ve lost weight, I have dark urine as soon as I woke up, all looks like signs of liver cancer? I’m convinced it’s spread there and everywhere else! I’m 12 weeks pregnant, I’m 23 and ive basically already given myself a death sentace! Why is this happening  why am I loosing weight, I’m so done with it all